One Week

Friday was one week on my program. I've lost 3 lbs. I'm proud of myself. It was a hard fought 3 pounds. I watch The Biggest Loser, and I'm frustrated because I would love to lose the 14 pounds a week that some of them do. I'm fully aware that I live in the "normal" life and that is not "normal". 

I have not lost any inches. I attribute the weight I have lost to water. I've really amped up my water intake, so I'm sure that is it. I did "work out" three times, but it's still not Biggest Loser style. I HAVE to figure out a way to work out hard while I'm working. I'm just so tired it is hard to break out of that rut. I will really be glad to have a normal schedule one day..hopefully sooner than later. 

This spring weather we're getting a touch of this week is really making me want to get skinny. Also, volleyball is starting and that is even more motivation. I went to academy to look around at some "stuff and thangs" that I might need for this season, and I ran across THE shorts. These shorts are so cute. I've seen them o the same rack in academy, and on the same skinny girls at the gym for several years now. I want some, and more importantly, I want to be able to wear them without making the people walking behind me, gag. 

Here they are... in my favorite color!

I'm also going to do something that I will probably regret. I'm posting current "fat" pictures... I know, I know! I usually delete any unflattering pictures of myself so there is no chance they will be seen. But, I figure, it can only get better from here. Aniston had my phone the other night and took a few pictures of me. I about passed out.... do I REALLY look like that. Surely it's a bad angle, or just a bad day, or maybe the way I'm sitting... But, come on. I'm FAT! It's ok, I need to quit telling myself different. I'm changing that, and I'm gonna be the skinny hot momma my hubby deserves someday. God love him for loving me in the mean time...

Well, here ya go!

Seriously... I can't believe I'm posting this... ahhh! This just makes me more motivated to lose the spare tire and I can't wait to post an "after" picture!